You have a right…
It is never your responsibility to…
Just when you thought you’ve got things figured out …
life surprises you. ;-)
Letting go doesn’t mean we don’t care. Letting go doesn’t mean we shut down. Letting go means we stop trying to force outcomes and make people behave. It means we give up resistance to the way things are, for the moment. It means we stop trying to do the impossible; controlling that which we cannot; and instead, focus on what is possible.
Choose paths that lead to your destiny, towards study/work/relationships that fulfill you and bring you inner joy. This way, there will be no conflict between what you HAVE to do and what you WANT to do. And ultimately, there will be no need to apologize for what you did.